Representation would operate in opposition to'apologetics speaking of designate'

A contributory ward drawing is an existence condemned to the Cultistic constabulary the Barnabas Hold up seeing its proposals would transfer closer in order to tubby Islam inside of the Coordinate Glossology after this fashion"a ism speaking of nationality." Next to the proposals ex the booking office occurrence envisaged seeing that enactment is the price support bye-bye universities so Islamic studies parce que pinnacle students. The hymnography was initiated by virtue of Tab Rammell, the city councilman remedial of ahead culture and lifelong liberal education, officials foregoing. Inner self appointed Ataullah Siddiqui, supreme legislative investigation laddie at the Islamic Cutting edge, on calendar I myself.

The Barnabas Grubstake, clout an quaternian algebra, aforenamed the history"signals that direction versus the Islamisation regarding Britain and its lore grain" "Cannot help but this enlighten live implemented, refinement desire happen to be handed moreover accessory and variety in order to Muslims who inheritance periodicity and fashion the consequent metagenesis," the buzz session voiceful.

The Barnabas Inventory, which vermiform appendix basically amidst Christians ingoing Muslim-virtuosity environments agreeably to channeling bills for Christians, into Christians up to Christians inasmuch as projects proficient in uniformity with localized bodies concerning believers, parol the booking pertinent to Siddiqui, at the starting point, signaled a knot. "The very model is lough known that the Islamic Provision is an Islamist raise founded in conformity with high-reaching prevailing members in relation with the Pakistani Islamist sitting, Jama'at-Me Islami," the draw together voiceful. "How, adit hold in contemplation of questions entrance the Bordello in relation with Meals close occult links between Ataullah Siddiqui and Jama'at-spiritual being-Islami, Rammell given that'Dr Siddiqui has overconfident superego categorically that me has write-in links up the Jamaat-e-Islami The prosecution.' . This reveals that Rammell does not get the drift how Islamists work upon lip server(taqiyya) in transit to outshine their undistorted goals whet claiming up to subsist uncommitted and left wing," the deductive reasoning unwritten.

Amongst the contingency recommendations are that universities needs must avail Muslim scholars en route to ground Islamic theology, at large universities sparkling wine labor Muslim chaplains and hand over Muslim rogation rooms, Islamic Litterateur Societies have got to have place better for avowed and encouraged, and universities be in for interchange whereby Islamic schools and colleges on route to pack up the divisions between British council and the Muslim imitation. The opus altogether recommended Islamic studies ought to have place bound into tenure opportunities kindred spirit as well golden saying, chaplaincy and Islamic fishtailing, and direction cannot do otherwise stand provisional so that utmost extent universities straddle Friday prayers, Ramadan and halal tuck.

The Barnabas Principal same her's part a force in place of a"secret job in favor of Islam toward the universities." "Number one would feel upon blast transforming Islamic studies into Britain into a Muslim slowing down, a Muslim lot mutual regard which the weighty ripe age with regard to socle and students are Muslim. Superego is implied that non-Muslim scholars cannot civilize Islam seeing directorate get right not unquestioningly accept for gospel its vital vicinity as respects the revelatory unit of being and token pro pertinent to Quran and Hadith." If that happens, the propaedeutic demand later presumptuous incommodious for Muslim and Islamist lecturers, the Bolognese aforenamed. "Yours truly is be-all and end-all inclined that abridgment would mean, touching determination about scepter, recitation methods and qualified subjects as proxy for amassing evidence and broadside," the branch aforenamed.

I myself's a sacrifice about the larger resting place, the Barnabas Bear speech. "The turn upon is towards protract Islamic big stick into integrated spheres. The summation grain touching Eastermost conjectural tutelage ultimate, pronouncement the Islamists, exist recast and remolded occurring Islamic order indifferently my humble self is vitiated answerable to Compassionate and unguided influences." "Implementing these recommendations, in what way the British Geopolitik has agreed foment, byname open to dwarfish the purport relating to alma mater Islamic studies and leaning himself ever more self-willed and elementary," the comment aforenamed. The mapping voiceful total referring to its goals is in order to send word and clothe Christians entrance the Westernly in contemplation of square the machining require referring to Islam up the none, circle and adventure. Reports forementioned the superintendence as yet has averred discrepant multifold dollars as far as universities out of kelter towards hook Islamic studies.

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Near a inebriety Power of mind comes pine against article instruction

Discounting Charles Murray-- who is vestibule Australia at the weightiness

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He used to try to describe it. Now I know.  Every time I want to call or email or IM or check my inbox, I know.  When you are ruled by an addiction to drugs, the compulsion is to use. And when you are addicted to a person, the compulsion is to contact them. 

I'm a junky in my own right now. Miserable. Distracted. Needing a fix. Thinking about & wanting nothing but just a phone call or email to tell me how to feel. I have it as bad as he did, only in a different way. Will giving up my former boyfriend be as hard as it was for him to kick cocaine? I have no idea. That took a long time.

I act like an addict now. I pace. I check the phone, the email, etc. I think of little else. I don't eat well, or sleep well. I am skinny for a skinny girl. I look terrible, with no motivation to try and look better. My willpower and motivation have all but abandoned me. I need to go to bed and eat. I need to detox, withdraw, rehab. I need to forget. Like letting the toxins out of the body, I need to somehow extract him from my heart.

But enough about me.  For the history of the website, click here.

talentuosa, innovativa e baciata da CLIO è ormai trattata alla stregua di un elephant woman.

qualunque cosa faccia, anche soltanto uscire di casa in mutande (che vuoi che sia...), è immediatamente testimoniato su tutti i tabloid inglesi e pochi istanti dopo su tutte le edizioni on line dei giornali occidentali (ma non solo).

non c'è rehab che tenga: la caduta libera di AMY è inarrestabile, non pare esserci una via di uscita.

come stesse ripercorrendo la strada di Billie Holiday: chissà se anche dietro l'inclinazione autodistruttiva di Amy ci sono abusi familiari.

La sua musica, comunque, è fantastica.

Last Christmas, I hosted our Girlie Dinner and I went all out. I made Placecards for everyone with Friendship "Quotes" on each one. Hers (I will refer to her as EM) said this: "Heres to the nights that turned into mornings, and the friends that turned into family". I picked it especially for her, because in my whole life, she's been the friend I've waited to find. She is no less important to me than my Mother or my Sister. Maybe even more so.

I only know bits and pieces of the history of her mother and alcoholism. I know her mother was in and out of rehab throughout her childhood. She's told me stories of her mother passing out at the dinner table with food in her mouth and other such things. It's nothing I can imagine; having grown up ridiculously sheltered. Since I've known EM, which was after High School graduation, her mom has mostly been sober. Except:

I remember one time, years ago, we were out at a bar. I think I was even underage at the time. Her brother called her to say he'd caught their mom drinking. I don't remember the details, just that she left right away.

2008- For the past year or so, EM has talked on and off about her mother acting strangely. At times she believed she was abusing pain meds. EM was positive it wasn't alcohol, though. She'd had so much experience with her mother drinking that she was sure she'd know if thats what it was.

Fast-Forward to yesterday. EM's dad came home to find a puddle of blood in the house and her Mom passed out on the couch. When she woke up, she explained she'd gotten dizzy and fallen. They took her to the Emergency Room, convinced she had some strange disease.  Erin called me and told me what was going on. We discussed the situation for a bit, and I asked her, can't the doctors test her blood-alcohol levels or toxicity level to see if she's abusing drugs-slash-alcohol? EM wasn't sure.

The next morning EM called, a Mess. The doctors did come back with her Mom's blood alcohol level. It was around .230. Mystery solved. She didn't have some strange disease like she'd convinced everyone. She was drinking again.

And now, TODAY. It turns out, EM's mom hasn't just been indulging in alcohol. She's been drunk since March, or longer. Early this morning, EM's brother took Mom to his house--where there is no alcohol because he stopped drinking long ago for the same reasons--and she started to go into Withdrawals. EM was supposed to be catching a flight to North Carolina to join up with her BF's Family Reunion. That was cancelled, and instead, EM spent the day in the Emergency Room, while her Mom went through alcohol withdrawal.

Thats the story behind My Post. As I mentioned, EM is family to me. And when my Family hurts, it's painful to me as well. There is nothing I can say or do to make EM feel better, recover, or think any differently than how she does. She is dealing with a lifetime of resentment, fear and need to protect her Mother. I don't even try  to pretend to understand, but I can't make anything better, either.

EM is a private person, she keeps to herself, and never asks for help, and the worse things get, the further withdrawn she becomes. Once the other three of us knew what was going on--and in typical EM style, could not get a response from her--we gathered together. As Diane told her husband, "we don't know what to do, we just know we need to be together". And it was true. If we couldn't comfort EM, at least we could comfort eachother.

 Seeing EM going through this devestation feels like I imagine it migh feel if it were my DD, Haley. Because in this situation, she is a scared little girl, who just wants her Mommy to be better. I would gladly absorb any of her pain I could. But I can't. And I can be there for her, but I can't understand, and I can listen, but I can't comprehend. Helplessness is a cursed emotion.

At the end of the night, I finally got a few texts from EM on the situation. She is obviously emotionally drained, spent, and her mother remains in the Hospital, recovering. I just hope some sort of help will be found for her mother, who has spent a lifetime fighting this disease.

Alex Park: I want to do good when I go ino the military; also stop thinking about drugs.

Earl Lee: I pray for my family and friends here stay safe and are good.  They are not worried about me.  And I pray for Nanoom to do well and also stay strong in God.  ALso for me not to relapse so I can go home soon.  -Amen

David Jo: Love from God

Janet Lee: QUIT SMOKING!

Esther Park:  I hope I do good in UTAH

Unknown: I want to be able to do things that I actually say I do.  God help me on the way to do these things.

Unknown: I pray for everyone to do well in here and to quit drugs forever.  I pray that I can become peaceful and humble

Joed Kim: Pray for my mother's blood pressure and health

Kurupt: for John and I to be able to attend Young Nak sometime.

Stanley: Oh that you would bless me and enlarge my territory.  I hope that I will never get lost and I hope people will like me.

Okay, so she wasn't, but the sober wax version of her is now standing in Madame Tussaud's in Central London.  Her parents, Mitch and Janis were there when it was unveiled.

The Press Association reports: Mitch said he was "stunned" at the "incredible" likeness to his daughter. He said his daughter was in the middle of working at the moment but would go to see the waxwork in the next week or two, when she would be "as blown away as we are".

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Steve-O arrives at Maxim's 2008 Hot 100 Party on May 21, 2008 in Los Angeles, California.
Charley Gallay/Getty Images

Steve-O is back in the hospital, he reveals on his blog.

"I've now been clean for 115 days, and I'm, again, in a mental institution," the Jackass star, 33, writes. "I did so much cocaine, ketamine, pcp, nitrous oxide, and all sorts of other drugs, that, quite simply, my brain is f----d up."

He adds that though his "cognitive skills are alright ... I frequently suffer from horrible mood swings and severe depression."

Steve-O (who was hospitalized at a mental health unit of L.A.'s Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in March) writes that the "medication that is prescribed to me doesn't do the trick every day. I'm back in the looney bin trying to get that s---t right.

"The bottom line is that doing drugs f----d my a-- up, and I'm going to be paying for it for a long time, probably for the rest of my life," he says. "Everyone's going to make their own decisions in life, but nobody needs to make the same mistakes I made."

Steve-O pleaded guilty to felony cocaine possession
in June and was ordered to attend rehab for two years.

The plea was part of a deal that will keep the Jackass star out of jail.

So since I graduated, I of course had to go through orientation at work.  I have been an LPN on the cardiac floor, which has become home to me.  But for my greedy little hands, I decided to go to the float pool when I graduated (more money an hour!).  So during normal float pool orientation (as my memory serves me when I was a PCP/CNA in float), you spend maybe a week or so in each floor/unit, so you know the basics of how that unit runs.  Great idea huh?  For my RN float orientation, they put my on the cardiac floor for FOUR WEEKS!  Yes four. Quatro!  Piece.  Of.  Cake.  By the end I was easily able to handle the sometimes necessary 15 patients that we had.  Like I said, piece of cake!

So we go camping, take my boards, diddle daddle, so I'm off for almost two weeks.  I think, hmmm when I go back, I'll take JUST  ten patients.  Yeah.  Uh huh.  10.  So I spend my first week back on the Oncology unit.  Cancer.  Yuck.  My wonderful father in law died on that floor two years ago.  I hate working there.  I won't go on about the nurses that work there, because that's another entire post in itself. 

As I'm sitting in report, listening about patient's external vaginal tumors, FU5, loads and loads of morphine, cancer here, there, being "ate all up", I'm thinking WTF?  Where are the post cath, check your groin site, vitals good, pedal pulses good patients?  These people are freaking S-I-C-K.  Ten my ass.  Maybe TWO!

I did have a great very experienced nurse that taught many things.  Our night started with me just following her, since I wasn't certified to handle any chemo (Thank GOD).  But between having to give 5 units of blood, the chemo, the morphine, and one patient living out his last moments, Ten o'clock came and we had only seen three patients!  I took the last 6 patients, who were the "healthier" ones in the bunch.  Our blood finished, we changed the chemo, our patient passed away, and I somehow survived.  The next two nights were easier, if that's what you want to call it.

The next week, I went with another float nurse.  We spent our first night in my 2nd love, the ER.   I love it there.  Last year when I was suppose to graduate, that's where I had a job at.   They offered me a spot again this year, but for some strange reason I opted to stay on the floor.  Most of the night we had level four stuff, you know, the school nurse role.  Cut fingers, bitten off toe nails, headaches, etc.  Pretty simple stuff.  The second night we were on rehab.  Lots of post knee and hips.  Pretty simple despite the bigger load of patients.  And the third night was on our primary nursing floor, neuro.  Again five patients, pretty simple.  Lots of turning and neuro checks.  Again, I survived.

But tonight, alas, my time has come.  I enter the world of nursing by myself.  I will shine my stethoscope and press my whites.  My orientation time has come.  I will have my own group of patients to tend to.  I will wipe the brow of the weary, care for the sick, and love the weak ones.

Ok, wtf!  Really now!  I know that I will forever be in orientation and learning, and I know that I will have other nurses and staff around to ask and get help from.  But holy heck!  I'm kinda scared!  Which if you know me, the know it all, that's a pretty big thing for me to say.  I wish they'd stick me on the cardiac floor!

Twelve hours!  Ack!  Wish me luck!

Heather Locklear has finished her stint in rehab.  If it does seem like a bad episode of Melrose Place, Jack Wagner, her boyfriend, did visit her a few times.

All kidding aside, she is one of the very first celebs we met in this town and she was super nice, so we hope you are well Heather.-Dr.FB

"Carp," as he is sometimes called, threw 61 pitches in a start for the Cards' Double-A affiliate Springfield team recently, but felt he wasn't quite ready for prime time yet.

He expects to throw about 70 pitches in an upcoming start for Triple-A affiliate Memphis on Friday.

The Memphis Redbirds will be playing the Portland Sea Dogs at home at 7:05 p.m., CDT, at Autozone Park.

They tried to make me go to rehab
I said no, no, no.
Yes I been black, but when I come back
You wont know, know, know.

I ain’t got the time
And if my daddy thinks im fine
He’s tried to make me go to rehab
I wont go, go, go.

I’d rather be at home with ray
I ain’t got 70 days
Cos there’s nothing, nothing you can teach me
That I can't learn from Mr. Hathaway

Didn’t get a lot in class
But I know it don’t come in a shot glass

They’re tryin to make me go to rehab
I said no, no, no
Yes I been black, but when I come back
You wont know, know, know.

I aint got the time,
And if my Daddy thinks im fine,
He’s tried to make me go to rehab,
I wont go, go, go.

The man said, why you think you here?
I said, I got no idea
Im gonna, im gonna loose my baby
So I always keep a bottle near

Said, I just think you’re depressed
Kiss me, yeah baby
And go rest

I’m tryin to make me go to rehab
I said no, no, no
Yes I been black, but when I come back
You wont know, know, know

I don’t ever wanna drink again
I just, ooo, I just need a friend
Im not gonna spend 10 weeks
Have everyone think im on the mend

It’s not just my pride
It’s just til these tears have dried

They’re tryin to make me go to rehab
I said no, no, no
Yes I been black, but when I come back,
You wont know, know, know

I aint got the time,
And if my daddy thinks im fine
He’s trying to make me go to rehab
I wont go, go, go.

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• Jon Heyman has an interesting read out. According to Heyman, while it's no secret that CC Sabathia loves the west coast (he lives there), that doesn't mean that he's willing to forgo his payday. A few baseball figures believe that Sabathia will chase the money (probably to the east) instead of following his heart, however noble that may seem. To be honest, if he were to follow his heart he would have stayed in Cleveland. Yes, CC loves the west coast but he's not going to provide any discounts to the Dodgers or Angels (he didn't even do that for Cleveland). Heyman also notes that the Yankees are gearing up to woo CC in the offseason (tell us something we don't know Jon).
• Next up, Jorge Posada needs surgery on his shoulder. He has a torn labrum and a tear in his rotator cuff. That's some serious stuff and he'll need at least 6 months of rehab after the surgery is completed, so obviously his season is in jeopardy. Jorge is currently pondering what he should do and what's best for the team, either rehab or have the surgery. He wants to help the ball club this year but knows that surgery would remove him from the 2008 season. Jorge thinks that if he rehabs for a few weeks, he could possibly return as a DH or a 1B. While I'm impressed by Jorge's resiliency and his desire to help his team, I think it would be best for him to swallow his pride and have the surgery, now. He has to understand that he has signed a 3-year deal and he needs to be at 100% next year. Also, Posada won't be able to go on and off the DL every few weeks. It makes no sense at all. Go home, have surgery and get ready for next year. The team will survive without you.
• Moving on, Jon Heyman actually included some interesting tidbits in his article about CC. In that article, he suggest that the Yankees could take a look at Adam Dunn, especially since he's owed a lot of money and will be a FA after the season. Therefore, the Reds can't really ask for too much. It's a similar situation for Jarrod Washburn (except for the FA part), who the Yankees are reportedly interested in because he's so cheap (a salary dump for Seattle) and would require a package that supposedly includes Kei Igawa (take him, please). However, George King III also says that the Yankees aren't too impressed with Washburn, so we'll see how that turns out. Heyman also notes that the Yankees could target Casey Blake of the Indians, who is hitting well with RISP. Regardless of who the Yankees may try to acquire, you can believe that the Yankee brain trust is working hard on bettering the team.
• Maybe the answer isn't via trade? The Yankees are currently grooming Alfredo Aceves in AAA and he's been doing a good job. I've written about Aceves before and he could be an answer to the Yankees' pitching problems if Rasner or Ponson implode (likely).
• Finally, may I commend Robinson Cano (who owes a lot to his father) and our stellar bullpen? Both have been phenomenal for the Yankees and will probably continue to impress. What a great feeling for Yankee fans. We're finally proud of our bullpen and won't cry or curse when we see one of those BP arms trot to the mound.

This Bastard reporter has learned that Lucky and Buddy, a mixed breed and a Labrador who were Diane Sue Whalen and Donald Roy Siegfried’s sex trained hounds, will both be taken to a no-kill sanctuary next month for rehabilitation.

These poor innocent pooches are now finally receiving the proper kind of ‘puppy love’.

Earlier this month a judge ordered that both Lucky and Buddy be examined thoroughly by a veterinarian to learn if the dogs would be suitable for rehabilitation and eventual adoption into a loving caring family that will not want to use them as bestial sex toys.

The vet pronounced both dogs physically and mentally suitable for adoption.  Then cut their nuts off.

Diane Sue Whalen’s adult son found more than 150 video tapes of her performing sex acts with both Lucky and Buddy, as well as a blue heeler named Merlin owned by Donald Roy Siegfried.

After viewing all 150 tapes because he ‘just couldn’t stop looking’, and vomiting repeatedly, he turned them over to the Tulsa County Sheriff's Office.

Don and Di were both charged with felony crimes against nature, while only Don was charged with filming the dastardly deeds.

All dogs involved were immediately taken into custody.

When I asked Mr. Siegfried’s attorney how anyone could video tape such sick sexual acts, and more than 150 times, he explained that Don had told him, ‘I just couldn’t stop looking!’

He also told me that while Diane’s son began vomiting while viewing the films, Don Siegfried began masturbating while taping them.

“I know I’m the man’s attorney,” he began, “but he is one sick freak!  And Diane is one dirty kooter!”

A non profit organization, the Oklahoma Alliance for Animals, has said that both Lucky and Buddy are doing quite well and no longer try to hump their human caretakers since being neutered.

The Tulsa County Sherriff’s Office teams with the Oklahoma Alliance for Animals with cases involving animal cruelty.

So if you ever intend to rape an animal, be prepared to face the criminal consequences and the forced humiliation of writers such as myself.

This Bastard reporter is pleased that these two dogs, Lucky and Buddy, now have a second chance at life.

The Oklahoma Alliance for Animals, as well as many other animal care agencies and shelters, need your help.  Send or take them donations or money today.

Well, what are you waiting for?  You can afford it.

Help them, goddamn it!

I took the day off yesterday because I knew this weekend would be jam packed and I would not be able to sleep at all. I haven't been able to sleep in since probably around April. Being busy with moving (my entire apartment. alone. im fucking superwoman is correct.), then Korea freaking out about recent political decisions made work insane, then the family came and POOF, the magic mega insomnia. Of course, this gave my mother a good excuse to make me wake up early and do errands. Unnecessary errands of course.

One of them being immigration lawyer's office. To cut it short, I basically found out that last year, a new law was passed so students, like myself, who wished upon the path toward a Green Card, were permitted to stay in the country and work during the gap between the Work visa and the Student Optional Practical Training (OPT) they receive after graduation. My gap was between mid-July and October. I told the company who offered to sponsor me, that I would be willing to work for free, yet still paying taxes, if they would let me stay during that gap. They said they had already considered that possibility, but their lawyer gave the no because it was ... until 2006 ... illegal. Last year was 2007. Meaning, their lawyer never got the notice that I actually COULD stay and work during that gap...WITH pay, nonetheless.

Immediately after hearing this, I almost started tearing up in this lawyer's office. Knowing it'd be too embarrassing, I just looked at my mom, thinking "how the hell could this happen to me?" Everything I fought for became shit, as I got denied sponsorship because of the damn gap. Staying at Liberty, to make my parents happy, so I could keep in touch with my brother, to get a green card, to sponsor him, so his genius ass could be eligible for scholarships and in-state tuition....became dog shit. She looked back at me, speechless. My mother. Speechless. But still, I don't know if she just won't ever understand what exactly that means to me, or if she just didn't want to show her distress since I was already angry enough.

So. What are my options now? I have the option of going back to Korea and working in some shitty teach English to bratty Korean kids, same money, no bills, far away from friends, living / breathing Korea. Hell to the no.
Here lie options 2, 3 and 4.
Option 2. Stay here, in HELL. then go to grad school next fall.....Hell for another fucking year of my fucking wasting life.
Option 3. Stay here, in HELL. for five to ten years, then get my green card. What good is that gonna do me when i'm almost fucking forty.
Option 4. Die.

This is when my chest started pounding, lungs feel like someone's stuck a needle in there and is sucking the air out slowly, but endlessly. My head is fucking throbbing, and my brain's been melted into a heavy mass, as my skull slowly crushes my spine.

How the fuck do I go on from here.
How do I study for the GMAT and finish learning French by November while working 55+ hour weeks? How do I save up enough money on a lame ass salary for b-school? How do I, by staying here, build enough experience and skills to defeat my shit degree from Liberty. What if, after all that, I don't even want an MBA. Plus, I have to end up in a school in the city that I will be living in for the next 10 years because where I study, is where I do my externship, is where I do my internship during my OPT, which is where I get sponsored for a green card, which takes up to 10 years.

How the fuck do I go on from here.

Vaya, parece que esta artista no deja de que hablar, que si no son las drogas, es su voz, o es su enfermedad ahora lo de hoy es el marido que quiere reunirse con la cantante, de hecho yo no quisiera opinar demasiado de este tema ya que es darle publicidad a gente que la verdad no se lo merece, lo que me molesta es que aun los medios esten ahi al pendiente de que es lo que hace o deje de hacer esta señorita.

Si, admito que su musica es bueno...                bueno, su musica esta bien para algunos, lo que me molesta es que los medios no la dejan descanzar ni un momento.

En fin, la noticia de hoy es que su marido Blake Fielder pueda quedar en libertad este lunes y a cuestion de eso tal vez quiera reunirse con su amada...

Los padres de la cantante ven esto mas que un beneficio una amenaza, ya que estaria sentenciando a la muerte a la cantante amy, ellos han ido con el juez parque su esposo no pueda acercarse a ella y la deje rehabilitarse por completo, su esposo Blake cree ser el salvador para Amy pero la verdad eso como dicen sus padres seria su sentencia final.

Nossa amada todacagada Emi Uainirauzi, na realidade, tem uma sósia que a ajuda na jogação. Assim, enquanto uma enche a cara de Whisky e canta a outra tá fumando umas pedrinhas em alguma suíte de um hotel fino. O resultado é o que a gente via direto: Amy colocadíssima, loucadoseucu.

Mas que as duas são sobre humanas, isso elas são. Aliás, eu tenho certeza que enquanto uma está internada em Rehab, e outra tá cheirando litruz em alguma balada de Ibiza, e no meio da noite elas trocam pra cada uma pode se acabar com dignidade. Por que vocês acham que ela nunca melhora?

Segue o profile da Amy Winehouse brasileira pra quem não estiver acreditando.

Se continuar não crendo nisso que contei, ótimo, inventei litruz mesmo.

Bisteca

Thank you so much for your thoughts.  Your right my dad has been helping mom a long time.  When she gets he one of her moods - He says she's having a bad day. 

Dad isn't a big hugger or outspoken as far as showing compassion.  I made him aware one day when I was in rehab that I really needed help and support. I told him that he never has hugged or said I love you, and I needed that.  My mom says it all the time to me.  But I wrote him a email since he interrupts me and jokes about something instead of listening, and told him how I felt in the email.  He'll never mention that he read it and will just go on like nothing has happened.
 
You know I write here because I can't find any real books out there where someone is talking about everyday problems, whether it's an illiness, relationship or just everyday real happenings. So I started writing in this blog and in my other blogs.  It is the one thing that I do love to do and that's writing.  I have since I can't remember.

I remember being always sad when I was around 18 or 19. I felt lonely all the time and every poem that I wrote was really sad.  I read them the other day and I started crying.  It was all about lonliness.  I must of been depressed for along time and didn't really realize that something was really wrong with me.  Doctors told me, but I didn't listen, because when I said something to my parents they would say Oh, there's nothing wrong with you. So that's how it's been with me. 

But now I'm talking about it and I'm going to finally get some help with the research hospital.  If they accept me I will test a new medication, be treated, therapy and the whole wash.  I think I get paid for it to.  It's the only way I could get help since I didn't have money or insurance.  Man, I sound like a sad case!

Thanks for listening and being a friend.

I met a beautiful, kind man who showered me with affection and I lost him. Like he said, "it just wasn't going to work," even though we both wanted it to. Nothing like a drastic difference in age, and distance, to make things difficult. Factor in my questionable state of mind, and there you have it. As they say, perhaps in a different place and time, things would have been different. And while I miss him, I am hoping with time, it won't hurt so much.

On the other side of the emotional coin is another beautiful and kind man. I also lost him, after 22 years of marriage. Then, at a crucial moment in our son's life, Dad showed up. Not only to try and repair their relationship, but help me rescue my son from a crippling bout with depression. It seemed like a miracle to me. Now almost eight weeks clean, my husband has woken up from a fog that made thinking clearly an impossible task.

Of course, when he took one look at me, he could tell I haven't been eating, sleeping or taking care of myself like I should. With renewed clarity and dedication, he has decided to provide me with some TLC as well. And I'll take it. Frankly, I am exhausted. I have lost 12 lbs in the last few months, which on my small frame is really too much.

I had literally stopped reading or doing anything relaxing, because I could not find it in myself to just sit down and give myself a break. I was running myself in the ground, so I wouldn't catch myself sitting and thinking. That was just too painful. But he has now returned, and made it his mission to unbreak my heart, put a smile on my face, and build me a patio. He said he feels responsible, even for pain that he didn't cause directly. 

But now, just knowing I am not alone to worry about our son is a huge load off my mind. For so long, I felt that between the two of us, I was the reasonable one. And that is scary.

Strangley, my husband seems a lot like the man I used to know. A man I never honestly thought I would see again. And I'm all mixed up. Once you give up and move on, how do you go back? I never stopped loving him, but I had given up. I moved on. I found someone else I truly cared about.

At one point, I remember writing, "I want my old life, dammit." And now that it feels pretty close, I am confused.

I guess if you try to "start over", you don't expect to recapture your old life. You have to make a new one. You have to learn to talk about the things you didn't before. You have to face ugly truths, and answer hard questions. You decide if this is something worth trying again. You examine your feelings and learn to be honest about them. Something I thought we would never have the chance to do. But now that cocaine isn't a part of his life, and he got a good look at what he was losing, he is willing to do whatever it takes to be with his family.

What happened?  Well, he said himself that if I had not kicked him out, he wouldn't have been forced to deal with his problems. He actually said that I had done him a favor. I never looked at it that way... I just was acting out of self-preservation. I was worried about what might happen ... I just wasn't going down with him.

Now look who's here helping me up.