Santhy, mesen ini untuk ulang tahun mamanya seorang Arsitek.
Pengennya segala barang keperluan seorang Arsitek, duhhh....gw kok keingetnya masa-masa ambil mata kuliah Technical Drawing ya.....hahahaha........jadi keinget penggaris yang super gede dari Rotring, lalu jangka warna warni dari Rotring juga dan.......Stabilo...itu doang yang keinget, mau buat meja gambar, halah....too much.....kakakak

Hmmm.....diinget-inget minggu ini dapet orderan dari 3 Operator ya...2 hari yang lalu XL, kemaren Bakri dan sekarang Santhi dari TSel, hahaha..........kok ngga ada yang mesen bentuk BTS sich ibu-ibu ?

Santhi, sampaikan salam saya, happy bday ya untuk Bunda-nya.

Ini nich bentuk kue yang begitu disodorkan gw langsung penasaran pengen buat, hahahah...Jeep......mobil gw pas kuliah loch....
Kemana-mana pake mobil ini, kuliah, ngajar piano, ngajar nari bali, hahahah......itu mobil kemana ya, yang kalo mogok, gw ngga bisa apa-apa lagi selain gw tinggalin, kakakaka.....
Mobil terboros yang pernah gw miliki....
Dulu sich mampu bayar bensinnya, sekarang....mundur teratur dech.

Ternyata keluarga Clara juga penggemar Jeep, pantes aja mesennya ini, sayang warna yang dipilih coklat, padahal tadinya mau gw kasih warna merah, hahahaah

Mesennya tanggal 14 Juli kemaren, hahahah.......tapi karena yang dipesan gw belum pernah bikin, jadi dengan senang hati dech diterima, apalagi Sisca batalin acara hari ini, jadi mayan dech ada waktu luang.

Ini mini cupcake, karena sangat kecil dipilihlah bentuk yang cocok, kebetulan tokoh yang lagi digemari oleh Clara n kel adalah Bob the Builder dan Wendynya sekaligus.

Dan kue ulang tahunnya adalah Jeep, ceritanya di postingan yang lain ya....

Mona, Kaleela's Mom.......awalnya mesen untuk Agustus dan September, eh...tiba-tiba minta juga untuk acara Tida Siti.
Tanggalnya mendadak maju dan jumlahnya juga mendadak membengkak.........hahahah.............jadi gw mendadak cari tema yang gampang dech.
Karena Mona bilang isi-an goodybagnya tema Princess ya udah dech bikin castle aja.

There is one danger combination

 of a dreamer and a philosopher

We got one here with us...........imagine that!

She has got nothing else on mind,

waiting for her prince charming  :)

Guys, please don't care to come this way...

if you love your life!

But thats how life is!!

We like the philosophy behind it!

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You think this is true? I mean..errr... who cares... its wayback 1996. Good video to impress us though. hehehe... :D

]]> http://skinnybitch3.wordpress.com/?p=4 Sat, 26 Jul 2008 05:47:15 +0000 skinnybitch3 http://skinnybitch3.wordpress.com/?p=4 This girl walked in the store looking for stuff from the fifties for her sister’s birthday. She came over to me and said “don’t you get bored here all day alone? I said “yes” She said “do you have any bored games I’d play with you? “No.” I said. “I like your tattoo it is real? I asked. “No but I wish it was she said. Can you tell what it is? I look at it. I think I know but I’m too scared to say anything I say “I’m not sure.” She says “sure you can.” Making me feel like I can do anything and know everything. “It’s an m she says.” I thought so I say, is that a d? “No it’s a 5 everyone thinks it’s a d she says. It is my 5 favorite loves.” I remember the first and last. The first the lord I admire that not many people put the lord first but here was this lively girl who loved life and the lord. I was awe inspired by her kind of star struck in a way. The last “my love” is all she said. I think she asked me if there was anywhere I spent time so we could spend it together I freeze up like the shy girl I can be at the worst of times. I can’t think I say no. I feel so guilty maybe I missed my chance to be friends with this lovely girl. She’s about to walk out she has to be off to other things I think and say to myself I cant let her go I need to try something I shock myself and say “wait, this might sound strange but do you have an e-mail? She says “no it’s a waste of time she likes to go out and experience life just a fake e-mail that’s all.” Off she goes out the door only leaving a “Have a beautiful day my love.” She is gone and I feel bad I should have given her my number. I need this positive girl this god loving girl back in my life. I miss this stranger I only knew briefly. But she is gone and doesn’t return. I wonder if I’ll ever see her again. I hope so. So I will say to you have a beautiful day my loves.

]]> http://starbuckswhore.wordpress.com/?p=4 Sat, 26 Jul 2008 04:40:53 +0000 starbuckswhore http://starbuckswhore.wordpress.com/?p=4 This girl walked in the store looking for stuff from the fifties for her sister’s birthday. She came over to me and said “don’t you get bored here all day alone? I said “yes” She said “do you have any bored games I’d play with you? “No.” I said. “I like your tattoo it is real? I asked. “No but I wish it was she said. Can you tell what it is? I look at it. I think I know but I’m too scared to say anything I say “I’m not sure.” She says “sure you can.” Making me feel like I can do anything and know everything. “It’s an m she says.” I thought so I say, is that a d? “No it’s a 5 everyone thinks it’s a d she says. It is my 5 favorite loves.” I remember the first and last. The first the lord I admire that not many people put the lord first but here was this lively girl who loved life and the lord. I was awe inspired by her kind of star struck in a way. The last “my love” is all she said. I think she asked me if there was anywhere I spent time so we could spend it together I freeze up like the shy girl I can be at the worst of times. I can’t think I say no. I feel so guilty maybe I missed my chance to be friends with this lovely girl. She’s about to walk out she has to be off to other things I think and say to myself I cant let her go I need to try something I shock myself and say “wait, this might sound strange but do you have an e-mail? She says “no it’s a waste of time she likes to go out and experience life just a fake e-mail that’s all.” Off she goes out the door only leaving a “Have a beautiful day my love.” She is gone and I feel bad I should have given her my number. I need this positive girl this god loving girl back in my life. I miss this stranger I only knew briefly. But she is gone and doesn’t return. I wonder if I’ll ever see her again. I hope so. So I will say to you have a beautiful day my loves.

]]> http://zac2008.wordpress.com/?p=91 Sat, 26 Jul 2008 03:49:51 +0000 Girl From The North http://zac2008.wordpress.com/?p=91      So this week I thought I would have a quiet week chilling at home every night.  Well so it so didn't turn out like that. 

     It didn't start that well cos I was still very hung over Monday from a big night out on Saturday...yes it was that big!  It was Jager bombs big.  I get into work and as I'm not on the net at home at the moment, I'm still sorting through plans and options and wireless or cable, I've been doing a fair bit of surfing and blogging at work as I have full access.  My boss tells me that I have received a warning about my net usage....too much, way too much!!  They, the company that we are contracted to and who provide our computers and net access, have told him that my net usage must drop or they will inform our Head Office!  So now I'm having to go to net cafes cos I've too busy to work something out for home.  So I think that is a crappy start to the week. 

      Tuesday, early night in I think, just as I'm leaving work my ex calls to see if I want to catch up for one drink.  I figure one won't hurt so go meet her at this nice venue that has couches and $3 wines for their 2 hour happy hour!  Then my housemate, who technically lives upstairs in his own flat, joins us.  It was 9 before we got home.

     Wednesday, early night in I think, but silly me drops into my local for one on the way home.  I also had ulterior motives there as I was trying to find out exactly what I had gotten up Saturday night after I had had pizza with my mates and been put into a cab to go home, I hadn't gone home!  Just about to leave and a friend arrives who is pretty close to a mate who drinks there and he is dying of cancer, like he probably won't make it through next week.  So she has never been through anything like this before and I stay around to let her pour out the crap she needs to and to reassure her that how she is feeling is perfectly normal.  You go crazy trying to watch someone die.

     Thursday, early night in I think.  I actually make it home and am cooking dinner when a friend calls to see if I will meet him down at the local for a couple.  Given I had gotten home early from work and had eaten I thought well I could have two hours on the couch or two hours of possibly stimulating conversation, the conversation proved more attractive.  My housemate also called in on his way home so it was ten before we got back home and as he stayed for another drink at my place, eleven before bed.

     Friday night I thought right, its Friday I'm going for a drink so I organise housemate to meet me at a bar in the city with a happy hour.  We stayed for two drinks and decided it just wasn't happening for either of us so back to our local.  We ended up there only for a couple and we were actually home early sharing a joint.

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i can't stand it anymore. he loves me, he comes over, and yet, he's taking me for granted??? yeah...how does that work??!?! it sounds weird, and don't take MY word for it; i might be crazy...but i feel underappreciated. at first i didn't at all. i felt good and loved and wanted and i felt that i was in a good place where i actually belonged.
but then...little by little...week by week, i felt lonlier, i cried more, i waited more, i hoped more, and expected more until i got nothing at all. he disappoints me almost every day now. and the sad part is that i WANT to be used to it because i promised him and myself that i wouldn't nag. so i won't. i'll sit and stop calling. if he wants me to stop being needy then that's what he'll get. i'll stop calling, i'll stop wanting to see him, i'll stop hoping or expecting, i'll stop making my life what i thought he wanted it to be. i'm being taken for granted, and i don't know what to do!!! i feel so desperate...so sad...and so neglected.
he comes over and uses the computer. i'm there but he doesn't turn around. i talk but meanwhile he's trying to communicate with friends to see when they're gonna hang out again. and by the time he has to go do something with his friends, go skate, or whatever...i didn't really spend time with him.
he used to call, now i'm the one. he used to put things aside, now it's like whatever. he used to comfort me and now if he sees i'm sad, he leaves me there. he leaves. he leaves when he knows i'll cry harder if he does. he knows how lonely i always feel. i tell him over and over that i have no friends, and part of the reason is him...
i tell him that i wish he'd be here when he's here. not just come to eat and use my computer and leave. not just have sex with me and then tell me that he wants to go skating with his friends.

i want him to tell me SINCERELY, once, that he'd WANTS to cancel on someone else rather than me, for once. we were supposed to go to the movies today. what happened? it wasn't mentioned. okay, i accepted that. we were supposed to plan for tomorrow. oh, but wait...his friends needed him saturday too cause they just can't have any fun without him. i guess we all need him...

but if i tell him this (because i've told him), i know what he'll come back with. he'll say he DOES choose me over them. he'll say he DOES ask me if i want him to cancel. he'll say he DOES spend time with me. and part of it is true. but listen, only part of it. here's why.

he DOES choose me over them; if it's an emergency. he DOES ask me if i want him to cancel on his friends; with a disappointed tone and a whining face. he DOES spend time with me; but most of the time he's not even there. you see? he can get all of me, always. i'm too available. i love him too much??
that's crazy.

but i guess i'm crazy too.

he's gone now. he left. a long long time ago.

tonight i will not call him, i will sleep. tomorrow i won't bother, i'll go out like he does without wondering what he's doing or if he has something to tell me or ask me, or without caring if he wants to hang out with me. sunday i'll skip the movies or the shopping; i can find someone else. maybe my family, or maybe find friends so i won't be so CLINGY and NEEDY. if that's what he wants, that's exactly what he'll get. and then for the rest of the week i will be too busy to do anything but homework and babysit my cousin...that's a handful already. but i'm sure he won't mind.

he has things to do...

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Hi guys! I'm back again~ sorry for the 'more than a month' hiatus. I've been busy with my mid-year examinations. Now that its over, I still have to prepare for my promotional exams which will be coming real soon! -.- Apart from being really occupied with my school stuffs, I must admit that I'm kinda lazy to make new post sometimes >.<  But ok anyway, its been quite a while since I blog anything about Aya Hirano, which is still my idol up till now. Guess most of the Aya Hirano fans already knew about the release of her new album on July 16, which is named 'Riot Girl'. But I'm going to blog about it anyway HAH!

Here is the tracklist:

Aya's very first album! Yup as you can see, there are 5 new songs in this album and there is a new version for the song 'Breakthrough', hmm... I wonder how it sounds... Frankly speaking, I haven't listen to the new songs other than 'Riot Girl' itself. Its pretty well done and I certainly hope the other new songs are wonderful as well. We'll just have to anticipate more and better works from Aya herself! Even with short hair, she is still so pretty haha! *o*
So here is the PV for the song 'Riot Girl', enjoy it and make sure to support her!

So far, I have really very little time to watch my beloved animes and sometimes, I find myself trying to catch up with the series. Guess I won't be able to start on any new series any time soon. But I sure finished "X TV" series during the June Holidays, while studying for my mid year exam -_-|||. I'll probably blog about it some other time though. Oh by the way, if you wanna know if I attended the cosfest that falls on July, I will have to disappoint you for answering 'no'. Why? Because very coincidentally and unfortunately, I have to go for the 3 days school camp in June Holidays, which deprived me of my chance to attend the cosfest and see how well the cosplayers did. Too bad for me, I just had to say I'm pretty unlucky, better luck next time haha!

The joys of reading go way beyond the pages of a book. Where you choose to read, your surroundings can go a long way toward setting a mood and enhancing the read. I met this young lady yesterday at the Old City Cemetery and Arboretum, in Lynchburg, Virginia, enjoying a book while stretched out on a blanket in the grass beneath a willow by a pond…I have enjoyed a few good reads here myself.

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